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"When A man comes upon a force he cannot destroy, Man destroys himself instead."
My names Amber. I am 18. I have my own apartment :P, work full time and go to college online part time for my Bachelor degree of Science in Criminal Justice - Crime Scene Investigation. I have black hair, my right ear is gauged to a zero with a playboy bunny gauge and both ears are pierced all the way up ^.^ and my eye brow is pierced...I have four cats and three frogs :). I smoke and drink. I have my own style with no label. I’m an independent liberal democrat. Christian and wiccan. I’m also Bi-sexual and I don’t give a shit what you think or have to say about me >:) So BiTe It SiDe WaYs
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Yo what up? Its Amberlin aka Rayne, Jelly, Tragedy, Ambie, Ambiekins, Ber, Spaza Muffin, or whatever lol choose one. I live alone... I have my own place ^.- mommy and daddy are not living with me :P I am in college and I work full time at an alarm company doing customer service/marketing. I call customers make sure everything’s working ok and stuff...I am bi-sexual and I’m random as hell. I will fLiCk YoU mAtHa FuCkEn FaCe OfF iF yOu PiSs mE oFf...My life was a nightmare but I make the best out of it :P most people would of gave up along time ago. I’m not the average girl...I’m not usually a girly girl unless I have a crush on someone then I’m shy and a girly girl...or if some cute ass little fuzzy animal comes into my sight. I am a Christian but I’m very open minded obviously if I’m bi and I’m also Wiccan its in my family history and its in me ^.^...My favorite color is red my favorite flowers a carnation. I am a stubborn person I don’t like to admit to my problems and I don’t like sympathy or help. So don’t feel sorry for me ever! I’m a new age hippie with an attitude basically...I dress versatile and I don’t stick to one style, people want to call it Goth sometimes I don’t cause that’s not the definition, I call it AWSOMENESS so blah. I’m a Liberal/Democrat(which means yes I believe in women’s rights aka abortion and peoples rights aka gay marriage and I don’t give a fuck what you say or feel about it), I’m also a bit of a feminist, And definitely a pastiest(Just don’t fuck with me >:), I don’t see how war will solve the world anyways the leaders of all the countries including are's need to take that big fat stick out of their asses and sit down and discuss the fucking problems of the world so we can all live in it.
I used to live with my bestiest friends eva jen burrows (yea got a problem with her I hope not cause ill beat ur ass),My friends are the very important to me they have always been there when I needed them for anything they know more about me then anyone, even family doesn’t amount to them sometimes, Jennyboo (my peanut butter),Clarissa (my redneck jewknot snowbaby), Clare bear, and Justin (nipples/ doobi doobi dumb dumb lol)....I smoke cigz, and drink and I don’t care what the fuck you have to say about that so get over yourself. My favorite bands are The Beatles, Marilyn Manson, Dope, Icp, and combichrist...I basically love all music give me something and Ill probably like it I grew up listening to everything...Except rap I don’t like all that. I’m going to school for criminal justice at Kaplan university... (yay freshi in college ^.^). And yes I am bisexual... yea that’s right I do girls to not just guys ^.^ but threesomes are retarded point blank. Yet again I don’t care what you think about that, when you are in a relationship you don’t screw another person. Don’t like me then oh well get off my damn profile and don’t label me IM NOT CERIAL!
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My four kitties the Chad..misfit...Lilith..Luci-fur,
Having my own apartment :P,
frogs,
fluffy animals,
Partying,
Playboy!!!,
sex!,
Juggalos,
Juggalets,
concerts,
photography ^.^,
peanut butter,
Blood Rayne 1+2 N64,
Girls girls girls (yea im bi-sexual),
Boys,
vampires,
batman,
Tim Burton,
handcuffs ^.-,
my friends,
Charles Manson,
Jennifer tilly (she’s mad hot!),
helping people,
hair dye,
piercings (I have a few),
Tattoos,
Doing college online,
Spring,
Fall,
Models,
M.A.C.,
Fashion,
Head shops,
Sephora,
Hair styles,
Horror movies,
Spencer’s gifts’ (I’m a regular there lol),
Randomness,
Writing,
Reading,
Glitter Graphics
MY PHOTOGRAPHY ^^^ |
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People......Just kidding, ask me I hate a lot of things ^.^ like....teenage drama, homophobes/hate crimes, stuck up bitches, war/violence, labels, animal cruelty, abusive people, BILLS, talking on the phone, close minded people, fake people, avenged sevenfold, people who think they know it all, high school sucked, trafic, malls on friday nights and saturdays O.o its packed I wanna beat bitches outta my way, 13 yr olds dressing like there play girls (COVER IT UP), attention whores, Christmas yea thats right I dont like christmas its all about money, Actually I hate the whole damn month of december ^.^, :P.....
MY RANTS 1. This is what I feel about the DUMBASS term EMO well emo if you didn’t no what it means its emotional.....EVERYONE IS EMOTIONAL.....well do you cry do you laugh do fucking scream well guess what your no better because that means your emo if you think emo is a person who cuts them self your fucking stupid and should kill yourself if you want to make fun of someone say the right damn terms like masochist maybe? Yea i think so 2. The term "poser". Well I do believe its a good term but people tend to use it wrong. If you don’t know the person how do you call them a poser? Like if they aren’t a poser don’t call them that if you don’t like them because your being stupid and hypocritical. ^.^ 3. The stupid label Goth. The true definition of Goth is A member of a Germanic people who invaded the Roman Empire in the early centuries of the Christian era. Not a person who dresses in black and listen to rock GET OVER YOUR SELF |
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Charlie also said the word why was a bad word,
"Never ask why. Everything is good.Whatever you do its what you're supossed to do; you are following your own karma."
Remorse for what?
You people have done everything in the world to me.
Doesn't that give me equal right?
I can do anything I want to you people at anytime I want to because that's what you've done to me.
If you spit in my face and slap me in the mouth and throw me in solitary confinement for nothing, what do you think's gonna happen when I get outta here?
Maybe I haven't done enough, I might be ashamed of that, for not doing enough.
For not giving enough.
For not being more perceptive.
For not being aware enough.
For not understanding.
For being stupid.
Maybe I should have killed four or five hundred people, then I would have felt better. Then I would have felt like I really offered society something.
You've got it stuck in your brain that I murdered somebody.
What do you want to call me a murderer for?
I've never killed anyone.
I don't need to kill anyone.
I think it.
I have it here.
Believe me, if I started murdering people, there'd be none of you left.
Believe me, if I started murdering people, there'd be none of you left.
~Charles Manson~
True Love.....Lion who fell in love with the Lamb
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The Necromancer
'tis said a man dies not, for those who loved
Preserve his life in treasured memory.
No tender thought of thee 'gainst death can win,
For too soon, thou hast perished, thou art free.
No sweet remembered touch, nor fond visage
Comes to light my own obscurity.
The silent sands alone haunt thought and dream,
A barren calm, the failure of all strife,
Exhausted pyre where brightness found an end.
The necromancer's rite brings naught to life:
Recall, remember! Fool, who seeks to bind,
Wild evocation spent in hopeless quest--
No voice responds; bleak vision fills the mind:
The blackened ground where love was laid to rest.
No need in me remains for sight or sense,
To wander where we dreamed, and loved, and wept,
Nor dwell in graveyards of experience:
Though faith is broken, bitter vow is kept.
He cannot live through me; this shattered frame
Holds no bright ghost; the vision, growing dim,
Transmutes to ashes ravaged by the flame.
It falls to me, therefore, to follow him.
The promise sworn that death should never part,
Borne out, the vow much stronger than the heart
-Erszebet Bathory
"Within the darkness of night,
Bring forth the black rose,
For thy morbid mistress awaits,
Hear the mortals screams as she wakes,
Her beauty shines from the darkness
within her eyes,
Skin white as snow and eyes dark as sulphur,
Oh what I would give for her,
Just to hear her call my name,"
What I would give,
For her to be mine,
I'd dig my grave,
For I want her beauty to be mine,
Oh what hath spawned
that evil vixen from hells gate,
But only from lucifers mouth,
Can her freedom be set,
She walks the path of darkness,
That will always be met,
She mourns the day,
And with the darkness comes
her appetite to feed on human flesh,
Morbidity within her soul,
and hatred for those who do not know,
Of the life that they could have,
Though darkness has claimed her soul,
She walks as though she doesn't know,
The end for her is near,
And it is truly clear,
"Remember the days,
with the sun and it's rays,
when it shined upon us,
no judgement was passed,
and we walked free in the world,"
Is it true what they say,
There is no beauty without cruelty,
Though to take her life from her,
Would be far worse
than she could ever do,
"now we feel the pain of it all,
for our memories kill her,
and I cannot lose her,
for she is so cruel."
Her sins cannot be unmasked,
For she is the devil within our thoughts,
And pain she seeks cannot be reaped,
From the minds of mortal men,
"as the night closes in
and shadows lengthen across the land,
the mistress rises to take my hand,
her hands as cold as death
and eyes as dark as dusk,
yet I can see the cruelty
in her face but adore her musk,"
with all her beauty and flesh adored,
she took my hand and
delivered the visions
of the life she has led,
pain swept through my body
as I fell to the floor,
screaming in agony,
I saw her life through her eyes,
Felt the feelings that she despised,
And the screams of her victims,
For they hadn't moved from her mind,
And from the pain she'd given to me,
I received an eternity as she was,
Damned and departed from the lord,
Not that I wanted to be of the light,
Morbid Mistress,
Thy Morbid Mistress,
Morbid Mistress,
Thy Morbid Mistress,
My blood runs cold eternally for thee,
Daniel Treuel |
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